September 1, 1998

Song of the Little Road

Martine Bellen

Characters

Apu—boy of six
Durga—girl of eight
Auntie—“Father’s” mother, old bag of bones
Oaf
Mother—disillusioned
Father—impotent
same ol same ol
Neekamel—God
Fruit has no name on it
learning to love generously

 

Bamboo birds and girls in gardens

Oil, salt, chilies stolen from the kitchen

 

like a fork in the road

 

the orchard is private property

Auntie: Must I ask for chilies & guava at my age? And anyway, fruit has no name on it.

 

 

The candyman always wants 
more than the sweets he offers

He promotes desire, discord
with his Halvah and fudge

 

Mother drags daughter
by her beautiful mane
beads and seeds fall from her
magic box—cowries

 

inadmissible
desires
dying’s
the easy part
like shutting off the projector and sitting in the dark

Afterwards brother finds her
precious booty. Neekamel keeps guard.

Mother: This home is like living in the forest!
No one to talk to.

We stop looking
At the other

 

Apu: There’s a ghost in the water.

This is about monsoons
towels
her seeds
buttons

 

his

 

sex

 

Sometimes it’s necessary to leave home.

Martine Bellen’s most recent collection of poetry is This Amazing Cage of Light: New and Selected Poems (Spuyten Duyvil). She is a librettist of Moon in the Mirror (colibrettist Zhang Er, composer Stephen Dembski), which will be performed during the Chinese New Year at Cleveland State University.

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