One’s opportunities to be unhappy are
Unlimited. Or limited, but only by
One’s own imagination, which is powerful
But fragile, is defenseless, but is limited
Only by things unseen. As Bark Psychosis did it
In music, at the start of the new music, Hex
Itself the start of the new music, after Talk
Talk started it, who after This Heat started it
Who after Public Image Limited, though John
Lydon has since gone bad, or more offensively
Is who he always was, who after Public Image
Limited started it, going bad, and not to mention
Slint, not to mention the Americans, Lydon
And Morrissey gone, for or in Americans
America, for Trump or in Los Angeles
Bad, Morrissey, not even new, was never new
Except his talent was, and Johnny Marr’s, and always
The dead old art will suffer further life if new
Artists of irresistible ability
Work to extend it, though such artists must not seek
To extend the dead old art, or they will fail, but must
Make only what they must make, and if it aligns
With the dead, the dead will live again in what they make
Low strings, and keening dissonances when the strings
Ascend together, sirens of the cops inside
Their wooden bodies, their brown bodies. Listen, first
The sirens come from nowhere in the world except
For them, for them the sirens come, announcing nowhere
And then the lights from nowhere round the corner, red
Like an idea of fire, as the drums roll beneath
The strings, a shopping cart from far from where it rolls
Beneath the city on a sidewalk in the day
In the middle of the city, roll beneath the city
The strings from which the sirens come, the lights that chase
The sirens down, and live as an idea of fire
And nowhere no guitars. But space and stillness where
Guitars would be. Stillness and space and a boy singing
His lone unhappiness in the midst of the raw world
To whom I would escape from the midst of the raw world
Its now oppressive stillness, and its windowless
Disease, its timelessness, its timelessness, its nothing’s
Happening in my life, I don’t have time to be
Dead, where to run from timelessness in the windowless
Room, in the room in which you sealed yourself at the start
Of the pandemic, hoping for more life, more time
As Bark Psychosis did it at the start of the new
Music, and made a sound to which one wanders from
Life, and in which one wanders still, having arrived
One’s opportunities to be unhappy are
Unlimited, though often lately limited
By the end of the world. But maybe the end of the world is ending
Maybe soon one will be in small ways sad again
One’s opportunities available to one’s
Attention, Lydon’s to the horseman whinnying
Himself on the fetid, bloating horse, long since afraid
To kick his spurs and pop it, but he makes an eager
Whinnying, hoping to sound ready. He is ready
To be the last American, whinny and hex
And whinny, hills unfurl beneath him to the hills
Beneath the surface of Lake Erie and the ice
Above the hills that seems to constitute the lake
From somewhere other than the lake, to be a picture
Of a dead lake, the surface of the thing a picture
Of something else. How far we travel now to be
In the now impossible presence of things, to which
We ride in light, that touches and is never touched
All things, by anything, us, even in the light
How far we travel we have traveled to, to watch
The lake unmoving from the parking lot, approaching
The moment, it, the moment was already in
Our minds accomplished, the long visionary gaze
Across the ice, in the midst of which, the gaze, the ice
Infinite, has no midst, no middle, but is made
Of middles echoing, in the midst of the gaze, the moment
Through which, the visionary moment, we will leave
Our bodies, gazing, or at least our minds, for once
Won’t trouble what we see, such peace accomplished, we
Have known our peace accomplished on the drive to the lake
And by the time we reach the lake, we’ve turned around
Already, in our minds, such peace accomplished and
Retreated from, except we park, except we gaze
At the white expanse, and sigh, not knowing which emotion
Demands the sigh, and the sigh leaves us, staggering
A butterfly, our frozen breath, as butterflies
Have staggered, you have watched them, seemed uncertain where
To land, upon which flower, you’ve watched a butterfly
Choosing, or if it wasn’t choosing, still it seemed
To choose a flower patterned like itself, our breath
Escaping in the haze of its occasion, you
Watch yours disintegrate and do not recognize
Yourself. But I am watching and I see you breathing
And watching I can’t see beneath the picture of
Awe on your face, the image of the visionary
Moment, and even if it isn’t happening
Beneath the image, I forgive myself for feeling
Nothing, no visionary moment, seeing yours
And the hills roll beneath the surface of the lake
As Mogwai did it, no singing but in guitars
And sometimes human voices singing, keyboards sometimes
In 1997, three years after Hex
At the start of the new music, each guitar a wall
And hammer, both. If we forgave ourselves for making
What we have made, we would destroy what we have made
Before we’d let ourselves enjoy it, no, we won’t
Release ourselves to joy with our forgiveness, never
And so we build a tower from the top of which
We hope to reach forgiveness. Opportunities
For one to be unhappy are unlimited
A pitch of silence in the everyday unsounding
One’s opportunities belong to one, but rogue
Unhappinesses claim their midsts in a consuming
Infinity that even now approaches yours
As Enya did it, though you didn’t notice. Listen
The songs are hits, but listening, the sure connections
Between all things become long clouds. America
The sure connections fray in clouds at the Capitol
And those who scream they want you back have never seen you
And wouldn’t recognize you if you came, and those
Who lie face down on the floor in the chamber see the floor
Only. The woman on the other side of the door
Wide-eyed and bleeding, sees no metaphors. O music
Where have you fled? O music, who will make you new