July 10, 2012

From Drafts for Shelley

Andrew Mossin

A figure in black at the beginning there is this one
Figure in outline a boat

Drawn across the page in outline the figure of a boat

In medium chestnut-brown ink room to continue draws a blank.

Drawn at the top of the page

A figure drawn by hand

In outline of the boat a hand draws inside the lines

Where the hand is there is no hand

As if etched in bark small hand of letters

In the boat the man is drawing near to land without light

‘His hands unlocking from chambers of his body’

In low light a man draws the image of a boat

A line below the line ‘should be absorbed’

Scratched upon a surface of vellum

In the thin light

A boat draws near.


To hear ‘moths dying within the light’

There is one light inside of each
Without harm the way is without harm or end so it may come to us
without surprise the end is without surprise …

In the cool months what comes first
Jonquils in the May sun in the cool May light
Yellow against the white

‘morning and morning’
In the first hours in each hour
‘rafters of thigh bone and grass.’


‘so soon the days are flooded with light

& our house shaded against the east’

Half of heartbreak is wordless

Under the tongue’s aspirant vigil

Did we pray for the death of two

Did we pray to have one go away from us again

Small hand of letters passed between two

Mourning is a power of two made one

A boatman passing between.


It is only in relation

We find ourselves

Singed     darkness

Single in darkness when the days open

In a rush of color

‘light impeded by dark folds lit along the edges’

In a rush of odor

Banks of fresh-cut green.


‘Washing up on the beach washing back in the waves’

One is gone away without one coming back

Wander at sea go village by village light
in lifted episodes of rhapsodic memory

Their bodies brought again to the surface

Only in the reaction of two in one

The difficulty of living apart from each

Surface layers of color one by
One surfacing …

Who has come this far

no longer touches.


There is a day like no other

Unsettled moon skies white the white mind
midday moon low horizon

Let him leap back in wonder
sights unseen wonder

There is a landscape inside the landscape

One invests so much in one square of gray

Under the eaves morning draws you near

Halfhearted hope to say one says no such thing.

Gray canvas under charcoal hand over hand marred at the edges.


In its world alone the body

little by little is brought back into the curve of another

Remoter still as if to say one cannot turn

when light is low the body moves

against the tide moon barely a light scene

a burial scene inside the landscape

waves carry it out to sea

at the end of day the moon crisp & low

on the horizon.


Come late to prayer

Bend serene head scented black

Garment in each space of black

A garment hangs in back of one whose

Faith is gone

How do you invent faith anew

On the surface stones bright cut skeins

One makes a pattern of sound

Faith is a pattern of sound

Stretched tight over knuckle and wrist

Torn cloth torn gray etched surfaces cleaned by hands

Whiter from the wrist their knuckles whiter

Etched in gray stone days written out

‘A birth note written in stone a bright
birth song a form of prayer’


Reading vellum paste-down patterns

Of sound that resist the body’s effort to flee

In lines there are patterns formed from a notebook

Left on a ledge the patterns formed in a note

Sent ahead one is forming a line in one’s head all the

Time it takes to absorb one color.


Human legacy exists in portions of

Salt & sand

Difficult to qualify

Or say what it is that draws the boat

Against the green tide turned brown

Earthly unearthly

Traced within a stenciled phrase

‘all that can be known by the dead
concerning that which the living fear’

N a t u r e resolves by degrees

Each darkened slip.


Make a shadow in the hand a shadow

Of oneself in shade falling across the page

One-handed when the light releases itself

Again it is one hand

Lifted against the darkness of a page

Folded in threes lifted into the air

Like a revolving figure in white

A surface of dark and light

Loved for the form of it.


A woman’s hands moving apart

Impatient hands moving in the air the impulse

Of her hands moving our hands

Apart gathering us to her

Hands gathering us out of thin air.

One no less than the other.

Our hands moving in the air to find her.

Some days are going and she is coming to find us.

The theme repeated stressing a variant.

Her hands lifted in thin air

Light of her hands lifted to receive us.

In memory

‘The outline disentangled                     the fire so light
                     a warm intermixture of shade & motion’

 


Flowers are a signature of our going

One wanders seacorps that hint blue stems

Blue chicory stems of salt thinned blue-tinged

White hands lifting a core of seabark

Wing-tipped leafy stems held to light

Marred branch & brittle seagrass

Burnt stitches of bark held by

Lean-boned hands

Womanly wrists threaded through falling tide.


Stone cross where the path diverges.

There is familiarity in light & dark

There is this knowledge of days passing

One by one the days are
‘implied in the words of those yet to come’

Stone cross as the path crosses over … .

A window opens. Bird
song. No thing in sight.


One by one the light passing

Through open hands

‘A shadow of bright eternity’

‘A bronze of yearning, a rose that burns’

Hidden as the moon hides.

Rises as the moon

rose inside sky’s blue black

blue thronged image of a sphere

night rising moon less & less

common a sight one sighted

hour gone toward the white yellow rim of its

tilted white horn.


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Andrew Mossin has published seven collections of poetry, the most recent of which is North & East: Daybooks (Spuyten Duyvil). His collection, Black Trees, was published in 2023, and he has recently completed another, A Common World. “The Day After the Day After,” from Conjunctions:70, Sanctuary: The Preservation Issue, is excerpted from a book-length memoir, A Son from the Mountains (Spuyten Duyvil). He is currently editing a book-length collection of essays, Thinking with the Poem: Essays on the Poetry and Poetics of Rachel Blau DuPlessis. He is an Associate Professor at Temple University, where he teaches in the Intellectual Heritage Program.

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